pressure of a teen

realize , yesterday , today , tomorrow

2011-11-29T09:10:00.001-08:00

Just realize I have so little time that I can still be called a teen . A couple month more and will complete the study in Republic Polytechnic . Three year have pass so fast and felt like yesterday was so close with me and now there are so far ,far away from us . I do not know about other people but for me this three year was definately not a waste . I did't come here for to prove how good I am in study(kind of regret since I was surround by tough people ,how good it is be to my gpa if they appear sooner and not on the final year ) , but to look for a answer that i did't know the question at all.

Intresting conversation (more kind of listening)on william and the s&m IS faci . Hope william will find some very nice advanture in life soon(find a gf and wen jie also) .

Kind of think that there are still things that can and needed to be done , what are those thing ? Not idea. It will definately come just need to wait for it. Now just need to focus on the things that are infront of me .

2012 , will it end ? Some say that there will be three days of darkness on that time and something new will happen after it . Christmas ? Since three day from 21 is 24 .Hope nothing bad will happen on that period and like what the rumour had said on it , a new era will born along the darkness.

Still, there is no answer for my unknown question .Really waiting for the holiday to come and have some time to finish off all the books that area stacking in my room and the movie that are peacefully reside on my hard disk (all are good movie , how to start?).

Well , still have work that needed to be done tomorrow . Good morning . Have a nice break fast .

watch Evangelion: 2.0 You Can (Not) Advance in cineleisure

2009-11-21T19:21:00.000-08:00

Poster in Japan

The official movie poster.

The movie ticket

Watch the movie yesterday and it was so nice as compare to the first movie , and this is the first time I saw people staying until the credit is finish so that their can watch the preview for the third movie.

The black noob with spec

2009-11-11T17:04:00.000-08:00

He is such a noob and annoying person.

New enviroment

2009-08-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

Move to upper Boon Keng and need to travel more everyday by still feel happy,can see Singapore Flyer here and convenient as there is market here which could provide me with lot of food.

Formal wear for class

2009-07-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow wear formal for class ,hope every thing will go well. ^^

Pain

2009-07-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

There is so much thing happen in the pass three month,new school, new room and new friend. Where the flower bloom the pain started as there is no more hope for that flower .

UT soon

2009-05-19T07:05:00.000-07:00

Going to do UT soon ,in about a couple more hour.Look like so hard but the senior says it was so-so so i think i will just do my best tomorrow just get the best result.

New life

2009-03-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

Going to study in singapore next month,so exicited .

SPM RESULT @ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

2009-03-16T01:56:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!!!! Just collect my result hahahahaha . I am the last to collect and the school was so empty. Got 5A ,5B AND 1 D7 .So sad as I have two A less than my PMR . But the result was quite OK with me. Thank all who have help me thank you.

RUBIKS

2009-02-08T05:33:00.001-08:00

Brought new 5x5x5 rubik and a new 4x4x4 as gift

NEW year

2009-01-22T05:28:00.000-08:00

Going back to kuantan to celebrate new year .Wish all friend a happy chienese new year.

Lost

2009-01-11T05:39:00.001-08:00

Lost my sim card and my dad handphone today going to get a replacement for it T_T.Doing nothing at home right now.

After the long war

2008-12-06T19:30:00.000-08:00

SO boring now until nothing to do.Playing starcraft now and hope to get something to do in the tree month time.

Countdown

2008-10-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

YEAH ,a few day to the coming of SPM and end.Yui-san no my short story is coming out on 12 nov too bad can't buy on the first day it launch.Everyone work hard for the coming war.

Exam coming

2008-10-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

The final exam is coming next month ,still some time left before it.Have to rush for the result.Hope i won't get the same result as the trial exam.Hope my add math and bahasa melayu won fail and get a grade for both the subject.

Holiday and Spm

2008-09-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

Go to SINAGAPORE to feel the F1 race.BUY a lot of thing and get alot of info for next year poly.
List of stuff Brought,as shown 4x4x4 rubik for , yui summer song single adn some good meal.

New hobby

2008-08-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

Super poke people in facebook is fun hahaha,enjoying it at the moment.

Life with no game

2008-08-07T06:56:00.001-07:00

Boring but peaceful

RUbik cube

2008-08-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

Just buy my first rubik .Even it was a very cheap wan i still like it a lot.Hope i can be as fast as erik and the other pro.

Yesterday

2008-07-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

I loved yesterday.I really love yesterday ,especially year 2006 my golden era hahahaha.yesterday suki

YUI banzai

2008-07-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

YEAH YUI new single 'SUMMER SONG ' have reach 80k sale in week .Hurray,Every one go enjoy summer now.

Life

2008-07-08T23:27:00.000-07:00

In the familiar, dirty city
We walked with our heads down, unable to laugh in the same way
People hurry past
“Has your dream come true?” I’m still struggling

I’d rather try living well now than go back to when I was a kid
Cowardice is being born

I went out to a place where the sun shone and held out my arms
And thought “Could I cross the sky?”

I still can’t see any wings to fly with
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living

Just picking up a wet puppy
Made tears overflow in a way that was funny
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved
I said, but you can’t just long for something

When I was a kid there were days when I hurt my mother terribly
I want to change everything now

I went out to a place where the sun shone and gripped tightly with my hands
I can smash that place, that time, and change my life

But there’s no way I can tell you everything that’s in my heart
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living

I go out to a place where the sun shines and open up a map, but
I know...you know...You can’t help getting lost
I can change my life

All the days that have passed have made me who I am now
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living

From YUI fourth single 'LIFE'

Tokyo

2008-07-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

This is a translate of Yui Tokyo

The day has come when I will leave the room I’m so used to living in
My new journey is still disorienting me

On the bus to the station
I emailed my friend

On the platform in the morning, I tried calling too
But it felt like something had changed

I’ve brought one old guitar with me
I’ve left all my photos behind

Letting something go and then gaining something new
Does the same cycle repeat itself?

When I pretend to be strong, it always leads to dreams
When I let myself be cowardly, they stop

As the train began to move
I cried a little

I prayed that the road that spread out outside the window
Wouldn’t change

The person who gave me the old guitar
Said he was afraid of Tokyo

I’ve stopped looking for answers
It doesn’t matter if I make mistake after mistake

The red sunset is cut up by the buildings
I hold back my tears

But the beginning of each new morning
Will bring confusion for me, won’t it?

I can’t only choose the right things
That much I know

This song reflect my feeling and emotion in life.

Laugh Away

2008-07-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

This is a translate of Yui Laugh Away

When I looked up, the trail of vapour had disappeared into tomorrow
But I just kept on pedalling my bike

Because I felt like someday I could overtake
The sky I could see as I rode up the hill

Holding out my hand, get away get away
To keep hold of, get away get away
The passion that threatened to escape…

I worried about little things
But still I wanted to see you, yeah

The cherry blossoms in full bloom
In the newly born scents of spring
Never give up, OK?

Yeah, laugh, laugh softly, laugh away
Yeah, laugh, always laugh

Panting, I looked down at the town from the top of the hill
I can probably see the roof of your house

You said the beach was right outside your window
So it’s about there, right? I’m feeling this same moment

Holding out my hand, get away get away
So as not to spill, get away get away
The passion that threatens to overflow…

I worried about little things
But still I wanted to see you, yeah

I felt that I mustn’t forget
The scenery that spread out in front of me
So I’ll never give up

Never mind. Never mind. If I’m down
Yeah yeah, I want to come here and feel the wind on me

I want to see your small smile
So even I can be strong, yeah

The cherry blossoms in full bloom
In the newly born scents of spring
Never give up, OK?

Yeah, laugh, always laugh

Hope this song will help all those who encounter problem in their live.This is a messege of love to all those who read this article.

Normal day

2008-06-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

STudy,study and morwe study.Today our class got call to the school meeting room for "some" special meeting with the upper people from the school.It took us 1 hour to get out from there.Continue to study now .Hope That this hard work won't be fruitless.Still saving $$$$ to buy a guitar.

Summer Song

2008-06-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

Yui summer song single is going to realease on july 2,everyone go and buy a copy of summer song.

Guitar

2008-06-29T07:38:00.001-07:00

Life of study

2008-06-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

STUDY for two day Start to get boring.LIFE should not be so boring.Want to learn guitar try to save money for it.hope to begin the lesson after SPM.Hope all student can study well .

Life on media

2008-06-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

Every one go watch Sarah Corner Chornicle.A nice terminator drama and with beautiful girl also.Music:YUI desu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The best jap msic ever and she look cute too.Her movie taiyounouta was so touchcing that my house start to flood when watch it.Remember to watch the new movie coming out at your area!!!!!Happy Summer to all

EXAM and LIFE

2008-06-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

The mid -year exam just pass and a few more day another exam going to came again.The is the best thing happen ever.HAHAHAHAHA.THIS word may sound crazy to many people and this is the truth.Target the very best future and choose a course that suit you and a job that you would be happy and comfortable with.Then find a person that could share your haapy and joy with that person.

Exam

2008-05-09T04:23:00.001-07:00

Having exam right now,no motivation to study.Pc got problem every day.

New born pc

2007-11-29T07:02:00.000-08:00

My pc have come back from kuantan,feel so happy.

Exam stress

2007-10-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

exam coming from all direction,so much to study.may no do well this time like the past but i will continue to work hard to chase my dream that was fly away from me.

for lynn

2007-02-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

I will pray for lynn to get a berry berry good resultin A-level and a futere and a good universiti.AND all so treat us all when she get a berry berry good A LEVEL

Birth Tree

2007-01-24T02:42:00.000-08:00

somewhat accurate.Find your
tree below and see what you are like...

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm T! ree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree

TREES (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal,
and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous,
sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful ! and
tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs
affectionate
partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive,
demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent,

talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable,
restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands
attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks,
materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical,
good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid
lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant,friendly,
unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhor! s
the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate,
full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content
atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows
how to adapt,
likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy,
tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker,
determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many
talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love,
able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born
diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings,
hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times,
fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes
what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be
content,otimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love
and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be
satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and
careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes,
modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to
lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making
decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor,
practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed,
honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard
worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children
and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has
artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well,
loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to
them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness
and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest,
talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very
demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a
lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics,
popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist,
has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks
and condition,good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as
comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life,
looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner,
dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings,
mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very
conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life
dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into
good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may
appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to
make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not
always enough time to use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but
extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of
imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud,
self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has
many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love
life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting,
independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the
ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings,
reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant,
cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive,
empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of
sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and
harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write
poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all,
falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to,
emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not
very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs
goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great
animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean
toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership
seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without
egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and
even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste,
artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts,
often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected
reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility,
difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired,
ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family
life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves
anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic
places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not
easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good
intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast
partner; loves to make others laugh

HOLIDAY boring

2006-11-07T02:19:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAY REALY BORING

job advance

2006-07-02T03:26:00.002-07:00

Yeah. After so long finaly got the second warrior to 2job.Page is rare in maple and it be one of the rare job ^^.It may not be comman but it sure good^^.hope to be srong an d the same to my study^^.world peace to all

job advance

2006-07-02T03:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah. After so long finaly got the second warrior to 2job.Page is rare in maple and it be one of the rare job ^^.It may not be comman but it sure good^^.hope to be srong an d the same to my study^^

pressure

2006-04-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

Exam coming next month,every budy study so hard.So scary. Hope that i won failured the next test.alst time was so bad that i fail my BAHASA MELAYU???? Hope it won happen agaian